Another Tiring Day For A Hopeless Kitty..

Today is the day of October 2nd. I am bored beyond belief and EXTREMELY exhausted. I have a rip in my contact, and I am cranky. I am sitting here, again in study hall, next to Cheyenne and Zack. I want to go to sleep. Badly. I just took a Biology test, and he told us it would be the hardest test we've ever taken. ALSO, The average for the other class that took it was 65.... *_* Like that makes me feel any better..



 My family isn't helping, either. My mom is tired and stressed for some stupid reason and she won't leave me alone. I also haven't been turning in my math homework, which I seriously need to stop doing. I don't wanna get bad grades. My Bio grade is already gonna suck with the test I just took, because I already have a B- In that class.. I am not in  a good mood today, as you can probably already tell.I just want to go home, have nobody disturb me, curl up, and cry myself to sleep.




I'm done with the dirty looks I get in the hallways, and for what? I say hi to someone in the hallway and they look at me like I just peed my pants.



" The things you hear about me might be true, but then again it might be as fake as the jerk who told you."





Somehow when I listen to music that matches my mood, I feel 20000000 times better. It gives me comfort and soothes me.  I know that nobody understands my situation. But when I sing, or listen to my music, all of my worries slip away. Like I just take an orange, and sqeeze everything out. I love it. I wish I didn't carry every single burdon that my parents put on me. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of home. I just want to go to sleep now and be with my friends.




On the plus side, I have Revelations next, so I get to sleep. YAY. We are watching a movie, and she won't even notice. What is the worst thing she could say? "Erin wake up!" Exactly my point.

" How others see you is not important, but how you see yourself means everything."


Well, I'm gonna go sleep and talk to my friends. Thank you for listening, if any of you are <3

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