Updates!!(:

So I haven't really written anything for a while. I guess I've just been busy, I couldn't really find any time. So I have like 15 minutes left of study hall to tell you what's up. Well not much. I am seriously starting to love my life. I have the best friends in the whole entire world. My best friends are Emma, Allison, and Nick. My friends are just amazing. They are always there for me and it makes me so happy to be able to say that.


Jake and I are still going strong. I'm really excited. On Wednesday it will be two months. After school he and I are going to hang out together ALONE. I know right? It's been like forever. Someone is always there with us so it will be nice to be together alone for a change.


I'm starting to write songs again. And guess what? They're no longer depressing! My songs are actually turning out pretty good... I'm not gonna lie. AND I am trying to practice on belting so I can become a singer in a band. I'm excited(:

My brother came in town on Saturday and I got to talk with him and hang out which was awesome. I'm really happy I got a chance to be aloene with him because his girlfriend was there, too.

Thanksgiving Break was really long. I loved it. It was nice to wake up and not have to worry about school or anything stupid like that.

I'm really nervous for finals because I SUCK at taking tests. So this should be fun, right?! -.-

Tomorrow we have COFFEE at school!!!!!!! I am so freaking excited!!!!! Can you imagine me with coffee? HEEHEEHEHE. In all honesty, it just makes me calmer. Like, I had a Red Bull, and I was really tired afterwards. I got less hyper. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just weird? Yeah that's probably it..

MY MOM BOUGHT ME THE NEW TAYLOR SWIFT CD!!! ITS CALLED RED AND IT IS AWESOME! I LOVE IT AND I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT!! I HOPE WE HAVE FREE TIME IN ANY CLASS BECAUSE I WILL BE DOING THAT THE ENTIRE TIME!! :D YAY IM HAPPY HEHE!


Well the bell will ring in 5 minutes so I got to go.

Blog you later!! xoxo

Eir Bear <3 :D

In my trousers...

Emma just took my iPod and texted Eddie telling him that I want him.. Um yeah. These are my friends. This is my life..And I'm seriously not surprised. Scratch that.

These are not my friends. They are my idiots.  Nothing can compare to them... And now I have to explain to Eddie why I "want him in my trousers"


Wish me good luck, Charlie........... This will be really awkward if your name is charlie..




Blog you later. Maybe.. I don't know...



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Breathe In..

I have to say that I am doing so much better. I didn't spend any time with friends over the weekend and I was really lonely. I made little signs that said things like,"i miss you," to my boyfriend.. haha. I'm such a freak. Anywayyys, while I was making one of the signs for him, I found a really cute quote:

He liked that one.. Hehe(:


I cried last night for the first time in about 3 months. My friend messaged me saying he wanted to commit suicide.. It scared the living daylight out of me. He had always seemed so happy.. And he never showed any signs of not being okay. His teacher had died a few days ago and I know it was really hard for him to cope with it. But killing himself wasn't the answer. I couldn't believe it. I did it. I saved him. If it wasn't for me right now, well, who knows what might have happened. I am seriously really happy that I could help him. It makes me feel super awesome that I could save him.
(:


I'll be back in like 5 minutes to post pictures of the things I made(:

Blog you later(:

Dancing with Tears in My Eyes

Crying is a sign of weakness. Don't let anyone tell you differently. Sometimes people say that it isn't a sign of weakness, rather from remaining strong too long.  It's not. You can never be too strong for anything. Being strong is what holds me together. Even when I have already fallen apart. I guess I figure that if I pretend like I am together 24/7, then everything will be okay. Like bottling something up, if I keep it to myself, then no one else has to suffer. The only one that would be hurting is me, and that is okay with me.  People ask me if I am okay and I say," Absolutely! I'm just tired." They believe me. It is the best thing ever. 


"I'm fine" is the biggest lie I could possibly say right now. But it's okay. I like it that way.


Blog you later.


-Erinthia

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EMMA:


MY PANTS FEEL THE URGE TO RIP THEMSELVES OFF OF MY BODY.

ME:

I would like that. I would like that very much.

EMMA:

AND I WANT A CACTUS. LOTS OF IT. BUT TELL NO ONE. NNNNOOOOO ONNNNEEEEEE. Kay?

ME:

Okie dokie (; It will be very pointy..

EMMA:


THE MORE THE MERRIER ^_^

Happy Birthday, Jake!(:

Hi again! Today is October 10th.. Today is a very important day. Today Cubby turns 15. Soo,



HAPPPY BIRTHDAY, CUBBY! :D

hehe.

So here I go again, today. It is 8:18 AM and I am in school, study hall, actually. I am sitting here alone because none of my friends went with me. Zack would have, but he left his planner in his locker, which he uses to sign out with. I have his locker combination and everything, and I am tempted to post it, but I won't because I am nice ^_^ Anyway, tomorrrow is Friday and the week flew by. I am super excited that I get to Six Flags with my friends.  They seriously mean a lot to me and I am incredibly lucky to have them. I went with about 20+ people to Homecoming and we had a blast. No one feels left out or uncomfortable, and we are all there for one another. I  love them so much and its hard to express that in a paragraph.


Emma and Cheyenne showed up and they love me. :D I made Emma a paper. I will have to show it to you, sometime. If anyone is even reading about my incredibly uninteresting life. I doubt any people really are. They just look at it, amused that there is a 14 year old psychopath on the looose who likes to stab people 37 times and eat their hands. My stomach was making the rubmlies that only hands would satisfy. ^_^


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Somewhere we went wrong. We were once so strong. Our love is like a song. You can't forget it.

-Demi Lovato, Don't Forget

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Close your eyes

Release the ties

They say wisdom is better than silver and gold

So just be bold

Don't let them break you

Don't let them make you

You are perfect the way you are.

Lullabys wake me please.

Standing is better than falling down.

Go ahead and break your bounds.

Flowers grow and thrive way faster than you die.

In your life.

In your victory.

Don't you walk away.

Today is your day.

To show them what you are really made of.

Beat the drums and stomp your feet.

With just one single heartbeat. 

You can make a difference that will change.

-In My Victory -Erin Fowler <3

Busy Weekend!

Herrow.. ^_^



Today is the third of October. Fun :3 Anyway, I have about 20 minutes until I go home, which I am totally okay with. My contact has been ripped, and I was too lazy to get another, so now my eye is super irritated and I am blind in one eye. Yippee..... The first time I laughed all day was in Math. Sam moved his head back to the person behind him and started barking. I practically died. And apparently, I was the only one who thought it was hilarious. So now, I am in a super giggly mood and I can't stop laughing at every stupid thing.

I woke up sadly, to find out it was only Wednesday. As much as the week has gone by quickly, it isn't quick enough.  I have such a busy weekend... On Friday, I go to Six Flags right after school until midnight when it closes, because of Fright Fest, and I got a free ticket for someone. My boyfriend and I were going to go alone, but I think that we are just going to get a group of people, instead.

 On Saturday, I am going apple picking with my family to Eckerts in Illinois. It's a family tradition, and I am allowed to bring a friend. Last year, my cousin brought a friend and I was a total third wheel and ended up hanging out with my other cousin, who is three. But my best friend, Allison's birthday is on Sunday, so she wanted me to sleep over on Saturday and spend all day Sunday with her for her birthday. I don't know what time we will get back from apple picking, though. Last year it was around 4, because my grandparents are getting really old and it's hard for them to walk around for a long amount of time.

So, I don't know what will happen, but my friends were talking about going to a haunted house this weekend ): Hopefully, we will end up going next weekend, instead.

Well, I should probably get going. Contact time is ending and I am tired of typing this with one eye closed.  xoxoxo

BLOG YOU LATER! :D